by Bruce P. Grether Intense, exquisite, and profound sensations flower and flow all through my entire body! It’s around 5 AM outside on a little terrace that overlooks the forested ravine behind my house; throngs of stars glimmer above. It’s warm, and the insects and amphibians sing in the darkness, and I’ve applied some pure 100% organic coconut oil to my penis… For several years I’ve often used a silicone lube, or even water-based products that require an H2O spritz now and

by Bruce P. Grether I’ve come downstairs in the predawn darkness and now I lie back comfortably on the couch, my soft cotton house pants down around my ankles, the warm thick generosity of my penis alive in my hands. Generosity can mean size, but it’s also a quality. This feels unbelievably, indescribably good—and I’m still in awe of what’s possible! One hand below my balls pushes in slow surges upon the inner root of my erection, while fingers of the other hand, palm cupped

by Bruce P. Grether I’ve been masturbating a lot the last few days—not necessarily more than usual, as there is no “usual” in my practice. My balls feel sensitive, full, and happy. To me, every stroke on my penis is extraordinary and truly magickal! This has been so ever since I began to masturbate mindfully in 1995, almost twenty years ago now… It’s a little after 5 AM, still dark and overcast outside. I’ve come to spend some time in highly conscious self-pleasure on the rav

by Bruce P. Grether My first memories of seeing the penises of men must have had a powerful lifelong affect on me. Our earliest experiences may have powerful formative influence upon who and what we become later in life. Certain kinds of brainwaves predominate during the first five or six years of life, which means an infant is basically dreaming for the first few years even if acutely aware, then the toddler experiences vividly and yet still feels very much entwined with exp

by Bruce P. Grether A common cliché is that “men think with their penis” and this usually implies that it makes men do stupid or awful things. The reality behind this is that men feel with their penises, and are often ill-equipped to deal with feelings, due to conditioning about “masculinity” as well as personal history. Yet in truth, as a human male, your penis is not at all the superficial, greedy and misleading organ that it is often labeled and assumed to actually be.