by Bruce P. Grether
I’m practicing what Blue Tyger and I now call Male SoloSex Magick Form #1, intended to influence your inner reality… and it feels totally incredible. I’ve come outside to my favorite pre-dawn spot for Mindful Masturbation, a bench that sits facing eastward across the ravine behind my house. My trousers are down around my ankles and I’ve got plenty of coconut oil on my penis, which sticks up long and stiff from between my legs.
My erection lifts its big mushroom head, eager for the loving touch of my fingers, as I exert one of my all-time favorite masturbation strokes: I hold the base of my thick, swollen shaft with one hand, while the fingers of the other hand grasp my upper shaft from the end, and twist slowly upwards, and my fingertips spiral over the head of my penis: WOAHH! Bolts of delicious erotic sensations beyond words seethe through me! Mindfully I switch hands and switch functions between them—this alternation actually keeps both brain hemispheres equally involved in my arousal. It also simply amps up the bliss, that much more.
This morning, I have an intention: to allow my personal boundaries to dissolve, and to merge into Nature. This place is perfect for it, as frogs sing from the garden pond nearby, clouds race overhead, to cover and uncover patches of brilliant stars. No city light interferes with the glorious night sky…
My intentional ecstasy takes me into Form #2, which influences the external reality around me, for I feel myself becoming the night, the frogs, the clouds, the stars, in a sense, I become everything around me!
So, as I merge into Nature, my practice then becomes what I call Golden Phallus Yoga, because I’m not thinking at all, really about anything; it’s the pathless path of simply being here now, riding the limitless waves of bliss. For me, this is one of the most wonderful things about Mindful Masturbation, compared with just stroking myself to porn, which keeps me focused in my mind. To do this in Nature honors and restores my animal body to its natural function as I get out of my head, and back into my body.
This, Brothers, is what my penis is for; and it’s what your penis is for!