by Bruce P. Grether I’ve been masturbating a lot the last few days—not necessarily more than usual, as there is no “usual” in my practice. My balls feel sensitive, full, and happy. To me, every stroke on my penis is extraordinary and truly magickal! This has been so ever since I began to masturbate mindfully in 1995, almost twenty years ago now… It’s a little after 5 AM, still dark and overcast outside. I’ve come to spend some time in highly conscious self-pleasure on the rav